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[22 Apr 2005|05:01pm]
heh I*m hott.

you missed me and Ugh I*m hella awesome

Correct? CORRECT!!!
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<3 [30 Jan 2005|05:53pm]
-general cornwallis and colonel tavington ate taco bell once a week
- thats because he couldn*t get his ----- to cook for him
- no his ----- cooked for him it was just taco bell.

so interesting weekend

colin was a douche bag

last night was Amazing

and as of today I have a girlfriend <3 ;)

- what*s less than three?
_ your penis hahah I*m soo mean

love you suga
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I will never let you down [22 Jan 2005|09:39pm]
yea whatever...nothing too exciting

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song(s) remind me of you.
03. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
04. Last, i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. Put this in your journal
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[03 Dec 2004|05:33pm]

Woohoo! I*m updating I*m sure everyone is overwhelmed with joy. or something. I kinda really have nothing to say except for the fact that I*ve had the best weekends ever. All because of my beloved Kelly, Mike and Caesar. We do the most retarded things together and everytime we hang out&nbsp;I bleed. what is up with that? Oh yea I almost broke my face. Mike almost broke his head in a leaf pile, flipping off his bike. And Caesar landed in a thorn bush trying to get my clothes. We were "bad asses" and ran away from "the scene of the crime". Before we got caught by the "smokies". And played football in the dark. Stunting to try and touch the field goal, getting completely molested. Sending death threats to each other. Spice up your life. Switching clothes. losing cell phones. Signing a bottle?

"There*s crazy crack addicts out there. They chase people. I know, my brother left me out there once."
"Dude those were Nicole*s clothes. Are you serious?!??! Damn now I have to go get them huh?"
"haha your shadow totally looks like you*re sucking my nipple." "Geez :/"

Strip stick fighting. Sliding down wet slides. Stalking Mr. Holmes. Prom sticks. Sneaking out while it*s pouring rain wearing bathrobes. kelly falling down the fucking stairs and walking into the door and my parents not waking up. "guys why are we doing this again?" "Caesars hat. ugh....what hat?" "thats beat." Guys lets get some coukies!! say that again. Coukies? dude you say cookies retarded."

 Me looking like a trucker bitch. Kelly and Mike laughing in the backround.

 Me and Stupidface (Caesar) lol I love you


I love you guys even though we are so retarded. <3333

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Why do we have such a small hate list? Because we*re nice people. [02 Nov 2004|03:36pm]

yea so I*m at kellys house. My computers broke, cause i broke it thank you very much. We*re cleaning her room, well I am....yea. i don*t know what to type whatever. I don*t want to say anything because it might start shit with more people, and more drama blah blah. I*m just trying to make everything go away.


I really don*t know what to say anymore. All of the times I acted concerned for you, I was genuinely concerned. I*m sorry this whole situation made me out to be a bitch. It was just really important to me, not that I*m doubting it*s importance to you, but still it was. For the first time in a lonnggg time I really was happy.I enjoyed living and I honestly felt important. But whatever all that is gone now. And your happy, So I*ll be alright. I*ll take things one step at a time. It wasn*t supposed to be like this. Sometimes I just feel like you had no concern for me what-so-ever you just wanted to hurt me. I*m sure that wasn*t your motives, but from this side it seems like it sometimes. We never really talked about it either, you said we would, but you never called. It got to the point where possibly it wasn*t important for you to help fix us and our friendship. Oh well... I*ve done all I can. I*m sorry...Congrats.


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[31 Oct 2004|12:18pm]
yea. everything is conviently placed to fuck me over. How shocking. How long am I going to keep doing this to myself? How long are people going to continue to do this to me?I can never just be happy. What the fuck ever. Fuck you. I*m done with all this shit I*m tired of being second best and sloppy seconds. This is like a world effort to drive me crazy and make me want to jump into the river along with the many other things that piss me off. Well I*m finished. I*m sick of caring and being fucked over. "to each it*s own" it*s on now baby beware of the BITCH.

You don*t love me, all the boys who love me hate me now because I*m evil or they just got bored of someone loving and adoring them.
You abuse me, not in the physical way, emotionally, to the point where I*m not strong enough to fight back.
You*re ungrateful. Love was never enough you needed someone to use you.
You*re pathetic. You back out of everything once it gets too hard, or too easy.
You*re reckless. The one that you want, will never love you back, she's too busy with other boys still you continue to hurt yourself.
You*re fickle.

I love you

Sugar (I wrote this for you)
Can you see me? I feel like you must be able to. If not, then:I am sitting on the floor, next to a burlap sack of Christmas lights, remembering the way you smell, the softness of your skin, the dirty words in your mouth. I like the way our bodies fit together, your lips within easy reach, kisses there for the taking.
I can*t wait to see you again. We don*t love each other best, but we love each other now, and that*s ALL I want. That *s why I get so nervous. You don*t want to see me, jealous over nothing and I don*t want to be jealous over nothing. All I want is to lie down next to you, drink you in, kiss you for hours, touch your thigh, feel you and feel you and feel you. Let*s never fight, okay? Let*s not talk about the things that might make us fight.
Love(Well now I*m not so sure),
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I*m loosing everything when I*m without you [16 Oct 2004|01:59pm]

WOO! So last night it rained like a bitch and I stood watching the football game in it like a bitch. But all in all it was worth it and WE WON! finally lol. And now I*m sick , it hurts to breath and swallow lol.Wow so umm..I*m kind of upset. And apparently I*m the bitch that steals everything. GO ME.

x finalbloodbath: and you are...ruler of the world.
Smal1TownTragedy: haha
Smal1TownTragedy: YES I WON
x finalbloodbath: lol
Smal1TownTragedy: *pulls out acceptance speech
x finalbloodbath: ::crowd cheers before you even start reading::
Smal1TownTragedy: *clears throat
Smal1TownTragedy: ok well first I would like to say that
Smal1TownTragedy: I couldn*t do this without
Smal1TownTragedy: ...
Smal1TownTragedy: well myself
x finalbloodbath: lol classic
Smal1TownTragedy: because who is more awesome than me?
x finalbloodbath: no one
x finalbloodbath: thats why youre ruer of the world.
Smal1TownTragedy: oh and of course I willl thank my sex slaves kelly johnson gabby raynis and nia morales you guys put the ink in kinky hahaha
x finalbloodbath: hahaha
x finalbloodbath: ::we all cheer:
x finalbloodbath: ::orgasm noises::

take a chance cuz you might growCollapse )

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[13 Oct 2004|04:32pm]

Stupid random jallopiye between  KJ for rizzle and NP your mom,

kelly: lick me asshole
me: Lick your asshole?
kelly: NO lick me comma space asshole
kelly: I*m addressing you
me: you*re undressing me?

me: It*s bare my soul to Matt time.
kelly: what time is that?
me: 4:30


EMO lyrics time!!!! (what time is that?) ugh... 4:42


~The time between meeting and finally leaving is
sometimes called falling in love.

~ Let*s forget about it

~This isn*t what I like to call flattery,
but I know that I believe that I*ve found what*s true,
that I*ve found what*s you.

truthfully, I -
I*m finding finally.
truthfully, you -
you helped me find at last.
truthfully, we -
are finding out what*s true.
and truthfully I am finding out what*s you.

surprise, cause I was flying the plane.
surprise, cause now I*m smiling again.
surprise, cause you showed up with your parachute.
surprise, I*m kind of happy you showed up.

truthfully, I -
I*m finding finally.
truthfully, you -
you helped me find at last.
truthfully, we -
are finding out what*s true.
and truthfully I am finding out what*s you.

truthfully, I really can*t explain, I*m floating, I*m smiling again.
truthfully, I can*t ignore you, cause I*ve been waiting for you.
truthfully, I*m not desperate, I haven*t changed my mind since we first met,
but the last thing that I want to do is to tell you that I*m right for you.

truthfully, I -
I*m finding finally.
truthfully, you -
you helped me find at last.
truthfully, we -
are finding out what*s true.
and truthfully I am finding out what*s you.

I*m finding finally.
truthfully, I*m finding out what*s you.
I*m smiling again.

~I didn*t come this far for you to make this hard for me.
and now you want to ask me "how?"
it*s like - how does your heart beat, and why do you breathe?

~This is why I burn this candle, I light it so that I can handle this.

~Of all the rooms I*ve loved before, it*s you I love inside this room.

<33 I love you

Goo Goo Dolls

*You*re cynical and beautiful
You always make a scene
You*re monochrome delerious
You*re nothing that you seem
I'm drownin in your vanity
Your laugh is a disease
You*re dirty and you*re sweet
You know you*re everything to me

Everything you are
Falls from the sky like a star
Everything you are
Whatever ever you are

Tear down your defenses
Til there*s nothing there but me
You*re angry when you*re beautiful
Your love is such a tease
I*m drowning in your dizzy noise
I wanna feel you scream

~The things you wanna feel
I*d give you anythin
To feel it comin

Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are?
You live with all your faults

I wanna wake up where you are
I won*t say anything at all

Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh, May
Do you wanna get married
Or run away?

~I wanna bullet proof your soul

~And I*d give up forever to touch you
Cuz I know that you feel me somehow
You*re the closest to heaven that I*ll ever be
And I don*t want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cuz sooner or later it*s over
I just don*t want to miss you tonight

And I don*t want the world to see me
Cuz I don*t think that they*d understand
When everything*s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can*t fight the tears that ain*t coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you*d bleed just to know you*re alive

And I don*t want the world to see me
Cuz I don*t think that they*d understand
When everything*s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don*t want the world to see me
Cuz I don*t think that they*d understand
When everything*s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

~Can you feel it?
I didn*t mean it
Can I see you?
What are we doin?
I think I love you
But I ain*t sayin
Nothin you don*t know

Hold on dreamaway
You*re my sweet charade

FIN (finally I know 5:30)

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matt erlston [10 Oct 2004|04:50pm]
[ mood | in love with nicole ]

god matt erlston rocks i mean i love him
i love you nicole mwah p.s. the sex was great

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Kiss Kiss Mollys Lips [21 Sep 2004|10:10pm]

new layout... it*s hot. YOU WANT IT. Well maybe not but still...everyone look at it because I guarantee almost 80 something percent it has something to do with you marcxsucks


<33 la la la love you!

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[19 Sep 2004|11:41am]

Cosmic bowling? Football Game? hah ok...

I have no idea where my head is at but, it my heart says I*m sorry can we leave it at that?Collapse )

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picture whore! [16 Sep 2004|07:39pm]

 I think this is the hottest picture I*ve ever seen lol. Just kidding I look sick...

strike a poseCollapse )

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[15 Sep 2004|09:18pm]

That*s it I vow never to fall in love, ever.




why do you think they call it falling anyway?

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[14 Sep 2004|07:17pm]

sighh I feel lonely....Someone should love me and make me a mix tape/cd with songs that remind them of me and add the song mixtape by butch walker. :) I*m so gay... :0/

You say hello, inside I*m screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I*m sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don*t know

But you gave me the best mix tape I have. And even all the bad songs ain*t so bad. I just wish there was so much more than that about me and you..

No I can*t find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it*s love and I*m in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss *em
and let*s get messed up and listen to possibly...

The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain*t so bad
I just wish there was more than that
About me and you.... </3

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[07 Sep 2004|09:22pm]

If you would*ve shot me, stabbed me, or strangled me with your bare hands, I wouldn*t feel half the pain that I feel now.






Just fucking kill me already, what are you waiting for?

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sigh nostalgia wave goodbye... [03 Sep 2004|08:06pm]

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sha la la la la la la la la la la la ti da [30 Aug 2004|08:00pm]

I soooo like you <3

well kiddies. I*m off to New York till late thursday for my great grandmothers funeral. I*ll miss you guys. Think of me. *muah!

Hey, where did we go
Days when the rains came ?
Down in the hollow
Playing a new game,
Laughing and a-running, hey, hey,
Skipping and a-jumping
In the misty morning fog with
Our, our hearts a-thumping

Do you remember when we used to sing
Sha la la la la la la la la la la ti da

Just like that
Sha la la la la la la la la la la ti da
La ti da.

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If this is love make it hurt </3 [27 Aug 2004|03:45pm]

Goodbye my friend
(I know your gone, you said you*re gone, but I can still feel you here)
It*s not the end
(you gotta keep it strong before the pain turns to fear)

you know it*s time to say goodbye
and don*t forget on me you can rely
I will help, help you on your way
I will be with you every day .....

I*m tired from exploring you
I*m sorry you've some scary days
I*m lucky, they had me on a leash
Exposing, sometimes you frighten me

And its too bad you*
re so sad
I wish you could have had what I had

I*m loathing most of your history
Hesitation, but then you siphon me
Your potential, well I*ll indulge in that
Violet timing explains the aftermath

And it*s too bad you*re so sad
I wish you could have had what I had
And it*s so sad it*s too bad
Maybe I can make you feel better
Oh maybe I*m supposed to make you feel better

I want to comfort you

Unlike you I had it easy
You*re dark blue
Stained from previous days

And you*re so sad
It's too bad
I wish you could have had what I had
And it*s too bad you*re so sad
Maybe I can make you feel better

I*m sorry


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[25 Aug 2004|08:46pm]


well it*s not new I just perfected it

 when I think about you I touch myselfCollapse )

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[25 Aug 2004|04:16pm]

  She looks like a wax figure lol.

I had a fantastic day yesterday, hanging with the prettiest blonde i know. K.J!!!! It was so great playing dress up and just hanging out. I haven*t seen her in forever. I love ya K.J. You rock my world dollface.

Today I talked to my new friend Bill. He*s the sweetest thing ever! And we sang Brown eyed girl together lol. Hopefully I will see him tomorrow

I want to know what love is, I WANT YOU TO SHOW MECollapse )

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